hypertension! :{

YOU RUINED MY DAY HUMAN!

thank you.I HATE YOU!
-____________-"

sdar x ko 2 bajet bgus ha! ko igt standard anak raje ke ko 2 smpai sume org y kne tego ko dulu utk jd kwn ko...igt kteorg kesah ke ko xde kwn???plizla..go to hell!!

if org tak ckp dgn kau,kau tak pyah nak sebok2x interrupting hal org and nak kecoh2..

that's was really stupido,syoksendiri thingy man.have you ever noticed your own action?demmit!
like maddy said that you are definitely have element of mens rea..
in which you actually WANT US TO TALK WITH YOU,aren't you?

once i did hate you, forever you will be hated by me! bear that words in mind human..!

seriously okay,im not the only person who easily getting annoyed with your 

words, actions or whatsoever..

and to be succinct,now IM ONE OF THEM! pffffft.

people who know me well,know better inner of me..

i don't easily getting mad at people plus im totally a HIGH SENSE OF LEVITY type of person..

so,what do you expect when you did such stupido thingy haa human?

I HATE TEARS frankly,BEING AN EMOTIONAL PERSON!

arghh.this is SO-SO NOT ME!

sygg...i need u now.....='(

~ desicion ~

What would life be if we had no courage to attempt anything?

i've been hardly thinking what i actually i want in my life, recently...

how the future will be look alike? -.-"

duh..seriously i am getting headache when thinking all those things..

and one thing for sure i am going to work eventhough I marry a very rich guy or even a prince..life would be so fascinating then. so much vain right? HAHA.

sem 2 life will coming SOON means i am so into leaving MAWAR WORLD very-very soon too!

from girlfriends and boyfriends, classmates, foods in DC, annoying guards, college indeed and everything laah!  

well..i’m goin to stay outside for the next sem wif my fabulous friends…

thanx to Kak Yin and also to Sir Kamarul Affendi for givin us a place to stay…

if not we planned dat NR building will be ours…haha

cant wait,but still feel a bit scared…this thought is seriously killing me deeply and softly…

prominently, i ought to survive! I can! repeat I CAN PEOPLE! 

naaah, it's doesn't bother me at all.. mom n dad told me everything is in my hand...

dear LORD, bring me in the right path. aminnnnn... :D

p/s: final day just 5th days moreeeeeeee! 

and it's really freaking me out -.-'

I miss you when something really good happens, because you're the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you're the only one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry, because I know that you're the one who makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you the most when I lie awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other for those were some of the best memorable times of my life..

I MISS OUR MOMENTS TOGETHER..I MISS MY BABY QIQO DAMN MUCH! :D

about girl ~

Whn a GIRL is quiet millions of things are running in her mind.When a GIRL is not arguing,she is thinking deeply...When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions,she is wondering how long you will be around...When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds,she is not at all fine...When a GIRL stares at you,she is wondering why you are lying...When a GIRL lays on your chest,she is wishing for you to be hers forever...When a GIRL wants to see you everyday,she wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says ' I love you ' ,she means it...When a GIRL says ' I miss you ',no one in this world can miss you more than that...

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person...Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot..who calls you back when you hang up on him..who will stay awake just to watch you sleep...Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead...Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats...Who holds your hand in front of his friends...Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you...Who turns to his friends and says, ' that's her!!!<3

LOSER LAZY SATURDAY!

and now, i know the reality life named as a uni student!
its arduous;exhausted people!

goodbye world -_____-"

happy birthday mama! :D

For all those times you stood by me 

For all the truth that you made me see 

For all the joy you brought to my life 

For all the wrong that you made right 

For every dream you made come true 

For all the love I found in you 

I'll be forever thankful, 

You're the one who held me up

Never let me fall

You're the one who saw me through

Through it all

You were my strength when I was weak 

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see 

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach 

You gave me faith 'cause you believed 

I'm everything I am 

Because you loved me, 

You gave me wings and made me fly 

You touched my hand I could touch the sky 

I lost my faith, you gave it back to me 

You said no star was out of reach

You stood by me and I stood tall 

I had your love, I had it all 

I'm grateful for each day you gave me 

Maybe, I don't know that much

But I know this much is true 

I was blessed because I was loved by you..

happy 41st birthday ma!u still look young to us!i loike! :D

Thank u ma 4 loving me n caring for me..also for all the little things..u do so beautifully...this is my greeting,a wish for joy and cheer...the greeting is for your birthday..the wish is for all year.. :D

mama...i love u so-so-so much!<3

counsellin' session! ;))

last night having a long-long talk with my BFF...she told me that she just broke up with her boyfiee...maybe coincidence..but i just realized and discovered that some of my friends did broke up with their boyfiee,recently...well..i dont know exactly what to say actly when the told me all their stories..but i'm trying to be da best listener they ever had...dats all i can do i guess..da most important is...at least i helped them to chill them up..n did released their tense aight?

but!ladies!!its not the end of the road.did you girls ever noticed that,every cloud has a silver lining.c'mon girl.those guys are totally noob and shit okay?they don't deserve you girls.i means totally!!so,chill3x okay?let them go..just think n do whats best for ur own life first k my dear..n don't worry..i'll always be beside u,support u n give help as much as i can k....

listening to their problems really made me realise how great my life is...eventhough not all are sweet but still i'm much happier than all of them..i have a nice n loving parents..an amazing handsome boyfiee..sweet sis n lil bro..thank god for all!! :D

Girls Day Out Theraphy :)

Having a nice dinner at section 2 with piqa n kelly...and then went karaoke at Bintang Gemilang situated at section 7..the karaoke centre actly just opened up in not more than 2 weeks..and it had been our second visit there..what more can i say...maybe yea..we're da gediks one...haha..;))but pliz k..we know how to handle our social life...what important everyone is..WE'RE TOTALLY NOT A BITCH OK!mind ur words when u feel like wanna talk to us...hmm..

no matter what others say,we're da fabulous fantastic four...;pp

having fun inside the regular room singing about 25 songs in a night was totally stupendous;awesome guyz..!even it drove me to the last sweet voice of mine...especially with my dearest fabolous friend!cant deny dat we got the attention by many kind of eyes there... but then problem came up..n we cant go back to our hostel exactly b4 midnight..like what we'd promised to our boyfies..sorry dear..but i have a strong reason for doing soo...i hope u understand our situation..but still..i'm sorry for doing dat n promising u,it wont happen twice k..love ya...;))

so,dat nite..we went overnite at a nice restaurant,Kamal's Corner if i'm not mistaken..we've been there eating,watching the television n having a nice long talk together..heart-to-heart especially regarding our problems lately..girls..i know i'm not perfect..but seriously,u guyz make my life here almost complete..i heard so many bad things from people around me..but i really hope dat our friendship will last forever..i wish u guyz are my bestfriends n we will always be together no matter what happen...o^.^o

then,we had our breakfast early in the morning at KFC restaurant...around 6 in the morning..we excitedly entered the main gate of uitm because everyone r sooo sleepy..we didnt even sleep dat nite remember??haha..things r not so easy,eventhough we arrived infont of our college but still we cant get into it..guess what we did??hehe...yea2...we climbed over da back gate of our college...haha..go girls!chaiyok2!!superb lady!;pp

but all in all..even it drove me to the maximum level of tiredness!!dat day was da best day ever..as we manage to settle up few things dat messed up our days as a student here..we finally feel the happiness back inside the hearts of us..thank god!

p/s 1; enough loitering lady! go STUDY.

got three more tests to go through.

need to absord everything within one week for the final.

hell yeahhh. MAY LORD EASE EVERYTHING.

aminnnnnnnnnnnnn :D

tears inside~

can i cry?
am i allowed to cry?

would you mind if i cry?
why do i even bother to ask?
you wouldn't know even if i did~
coz u r way too bz wif ur life things~ what is all these mixed up feelings that is taking over me?
its like they're eating up every inch of my sanity~
leaving me to dissolve in a pool of absurdity.
i am not thinking right.
my heart is on the left.
should i follow what it says?
it should be right, right?
what am i talking about?
i am making no sense.
ok. shall leave.
i need an Iced COFFEE.
Gosh!

secrets!

**Did you know when you dream about a person, that person went to sleep thinking of you? 

**Did you know when the person you like looks at you and then looks down, they’re crazy about you? 

**Did you know that when a person looks at you directly in the eyes they love you more than you think? 

**Did you know when they leave, they say 'bye' too much because they don’t want to let you go?

it sounds weird isn't it..but u should know da secrets...so,u'll know who's da one... ;))

Tips Utk Survive Dalam Percintaan Jarak Jauh

Ramai yang bertanyakan tips bagaimana untuk survive dalam percintaan jarak jauh. Bermacam-macam perasaan yang merunsingkan, menyedihkan dan memeningkan bila kita berada dalam situasi cinta jarak jauh ini. Pelbagai dugaan dan cabaran yang perlu kita hadapi.Sudah banyak cerita yang kita dengar mengenai perkara ini. Ada yang dapat survive dan ada yang kecundang. Menangis dan sedih yang amat sangat apabila si dia berubah hati disebabkan rasa kesunyian. Namun begitu, di sini, Wanie ingin berkongsi dengan anda semua mengenai bagaimana untuk survive dalam percintaan jarak jauh.

Percaya pada pasangan

Apabila kita berjauhan dengan pasangan, kita hendaklah percaya dengan si dia. Pernah baca 5 Tips dalam Berpasangan? Di dalam tips itu ada dinyatakan betapa pentingnya kita saling mempercayai dalam berpasangan ini. Percayalah pada si dia yang dia akan setia dan masih menyayangi kita walaupun kita berada jauh dari dia.

Setia walaupun jauh

Memang pelbagai dugaan yang kita hadapi apabila kita berjauhan. Ketika kita berjauhan, kita akan terasa sunyi. Orang yang selalu kita jumpa, tiba-tiba kini jauh dari mata. Dan apabila berjauhan, hati menjadi sunyi. Dan pada masa inilah kawan-kawan menjadi penyeri. Namun begitu, walaupun kita masih mempunyai kawan, kawan hanyalah kawan. Ceria bersama kawan tidak sama dengan ceria apabila kita bersama dengan pasangan kita. Di sini, ada yang kecundang. Ada yang bercouple dengan kawan disebabkan terasa sunyi. Fikirkanlah, apa perasaan pasangan kita bila dapat tahu yang kita tidak setia? Dan letakkanlah diri kita di tempat dia. Adakah kita akan gembira dan suka jika kita dibuat demikian?

Berjumpalah walaupun seketika

Jangan jadikan jauh itu sebagai alasan. Cinta perlukan komitmen. Cinta juga adalah tanggungjawab. Walaupun jauh, cuba cari masa untuk berjumpa dengan si dia. Andai kata si jejaka duduk jauh di utara semenangjung dan si gadis duduk di hujung selatan semenanjung, cuba cari masa yang sesuai untuk berjumpa. Paling tidak pun bila ada cuti panjang. Janganlah tidak berjumpa langsung. Sudah pasti rindu di hati akan semakin memberontak bila kita berjauhan. Jadi, apabila ada masa kelapangan itu, rancanglah untuk berjumpa. Sudah pasti ini akan mengeratkan lagi hubungan dan dapat mengurangkan rasa rindu itu.

Tanyalah khabar

Setiap malam sebelum tidur itu kalau boleh cuba hubungi si dia tanyakan khabar. Buat secara selang seli. Hari ini anda yang call dia. Esok dia pula. Dengan ini baru la sama-sama merasa susah dan senang. Jangan mengharapkan si dia sahaja yang akan call anda. Sudah pasti dia akan berasa sukar untuk menghubungi anda jikalau dia sahaja yang perlu call anda. Memang cinta perlukan komitmen tetapi ia akan menjadi sukar bila sebelah pihak sahaja yang memberikan komitmen. Jadi sama-samalah membantu dalam membina percintaan ini.

Sambut hari ulang tahun bersama

Sekiranya tidak sibuk, cuba sambut birthday atau ulang tahun per-couple-an bersama-sama. Sekiranya birthday itu jatuh pada hari bekerja, sambutlah bersama-sama pada hujung minggu tersebut. Luangkan masa bersama untuk seketika sudah pasti dapat mengembirakan antara satu sama lain. Walaupun perjumpaan itu hanya sementara, tetapi kenangan ketika berjumpa bersama-sama sambil menyambut birthday sudah pasti akan terpahat kukuh di hati. Mungkin anda akan tersenyum sendirian apabila mengenangkan kembali kenangan manis sebegitu.

Jangan jadikan jarak sebagai pemusnah

Cinta jarak jauh memang sukar. Memang meronta-ronta hati bilamana rindu itu datang. Apabila keseorangan, sudah pasti kita akan terasa sangat kerinduan itu. Tetapi ingatlah, jangan jadikan jarak yang jauh itu sebagai pemusnah cinta anda. Jadikan ia sebagai satu cabaran yang akan memberikan anda lebih bersemangat untuk meneruskan cinta itu.

Akhir kata, walauapapun rintangan yang ada, jangan jadikan ia sebagai alasan dan penghalang. Tetapi jadikan ia sebagai sesuatu yang dapat menambahkan kasih sayang kita kepada si dia. Bila jauh kita akan merasa rindu bukan? Jadi jauh itu bukan satu perkara yang tidak baik cuma ianya merupakan salah satu cara untuk memupuk rasa kasih sayang kita dan mengajar kita untuk menjadi seorang kekasih yang setia.

long distance relationship :(

Long Distance Relationship (LDR) will us win the battle of distance? 

A thousand kisses will never be,
Enough to satisfy my craving heart's plea,
Tommorrow will be the day I love you more,
Than today or yesterday or ever before,

Words and phrases will never do,

What my heart feels so deeply for you,

Deeper and deeper my feelings go,

My head is spinning too and fro,

I want you here, forever and more,

For our hearts to join and together explore,

Our hearts beat and beat as one,

Feel what I'm feeling, it's only begun,

Yet, slowly my desire turns to rage,

My heart feels as though it's within a cage,

You are so close yet so far,

At times like this I wish upon a star,

I wish you were here and not over there,

Yet life is hard as well as unfair,

All I can do is wish and wait,

Until we meet again as that is our fate,

I love you more than my words can say,

And forever my love will grow each passing day,

Until the day I gently hold your face,

Kiss your lips within a candle lit place,

Hold you close and feel you near,

Kiss your cheek, whisper to your ear,

Feel your soft skin beneath my hand,

Feel your energy inside expand,

I'll wish for that moment as I always do,

And I've wished upon a star, so my wish will come true....
**lovelove**

It is said that absence makes the heart grow fonder. This is probably why lovers who are apart spend most of their time thinking about each other.. 
I MISS U SO-SO-SO MUCH!! 

i want u to know dear....

Saat kami berbaring di bawah bintang-bintang,

Kita tertanya-tanya siapa diri kita sebenarnya,

Aku ingin tahu apa yang kau lihat tentang diriku,

Adakah hanya luaran atau sesuatu dari dalam diriku.

Usaplah jari-jemarimu pada rambutku,

Tunjukkan padaku bahawa kau benar-benar peduli,

Hari demi hari, dan selamanya,

Ketika aku dan kau tidak mempunyai ketakutan.

Saat kau katakan kau mencintaiku,

Saat itulah aku memberikan kunci,

Untuk hati, jiwa dan fikiranku,

Aku senang untuk tahu bahawa kau milikku.

Aku mahu bertahan selamanya,

Untuk kita akan selalu bersama,

Merasa sakit atau kemanisan bersama,

Aku ingin kau selalu berada dekat denganku.

Dalam setiap pelukan dan kucupan,

Saat aku bersamamu aku merasakan wujud cinta sejati antara kita.

Memelukku erat dan tidak mahu membiarkan aku pergi,

Jangan biarkan aku hilang dilautan yang luas.

Kerana aku milikmu, selamanya itu pasti,

Aku milikmu untuk selama-lamanya.

Janji dipatri bahawa setiap kata-kataku dengan sesungguhnya,

Tanpamu disisi, aku mati tak mahu hidup pun tak mampu..

memaafkan dan melupakan kecurangan ~.~

Perit sekali rse bile diri dicurangi..hancur lg hati bile disakiti..lebih2 lg bile tjd dengan org y pling disayangi..perasaan tue bagaikan menusuk seluruh jiwa dan raga..hati pulak,tertanye-tanye..knape harus sume nie terjd..??hanye insan y pnh dicurangi je y mmpu merasekn perasaan tue,mampu fhm segale-galenye..smpaikan ad y nekad nk balas dendam,bunuh diri dan lakukn mcm2 lg perkare y dilarang agama...

Knape ye??knapela kecurangan nie bleh jd dlm hidup kte??sdgkn insan ad akal dan fikiran utk bezakn ape y baek n ape y buruk?xtakut ke dgn blsn y bkl kte dpt?sygnye...ble perkare ni nk berlaku..manusia ni mudah terpengaruh n kalah dgn perasaan,hasutan y bermaen2 dlm hati msing2...

Teman2..pesan saya...fahamilah y setiap perkara y terjd tue ad hikmahnye y tersendiri..hikmah y cukup indah y mampu smbuhkn luka di hati...insyaalah..sinar cahaya akan tiba tanpa kita sedari..yakinla  bahawa Allah x akan beri dugaan dan ujian pd hambanya di luar kemampuan hambanye itu sendiri..setelah dilukai,pasti ssh utk kte memaafkan dan menerima kembali pasangan kte tue..apatah lg utk lupakan kecurangan y pernah dilakukn..tp..kte kne igt y memaafkan seseorg itu adalah perkara y pling mulia..n kte sebagai manusia biase xlyk utk menghukum apatah lg xmmberi kemaafan..sdgkn Allah Maha Pengampun,inikan kte hambanye..utk beri hukuman,jauh sekali..kte serahkan sje pd Allah y Maha Adil..

Kte mungkin dpt berikn kemaafan pd setiap kecurangan,tp utk melupakannye mungkin mengambil mse y amt pnjg dan mungkin mustahil..tp xmustahil juge kte mmpu kembalikn semule keadaan sebahagia dulu...ape y ptut kte lakukn adalah beri peluang,jdkn perkare tersebut sbgai iktibar n berdoa moge2 diberi blsn sebaeknye..igtlah..kte ad Allah..Allah adalah sebaek2 tmpat utk kte mengadu n berharp...dye xkn sekali2 kecewakn kte...

JANGAN BERSEDIH…

**ikhlas dri  hati utk tman semua..ambillah pengajaran dlm setiap pe y terjd..

n ble da dpt kemaafan..bersyukur dan gnekn peluang y diberi sebaeknye..

jgn sia2kn  nye..sbb kemaafan y diperoleh tue mungkin cume sekali..

n to my dear...maafkn slh silap ny spn jg kte bersme...

n trime kaseh xterhingge  pd abg utk semua...love ya! ;))