sincerity wif remorse...

KATA-KATA ITU DOA

amin.

ya TUHAN,malbulkanlah segala doa2 kebaikan untukku.moga impian semua pihak dapat dilaksanakan dan ditunaikan dengan sebaeknya.semoga perubahan itu akan terjadi.lapangkanla dada dan fikiranku..Aku mengharapkan yang terbaek darimu..moga hidayahMU milikku.ya TUHAN,tunjukkanlah aku jalan yang telah kau tunjukkan kepada orang2 yg soleh dan solehah.amin ya rabbal alamin.

wondering.......

"Be careful to act in good conscience. Your personal vanity or your excessive pride will be your enemy during this time. You will blame everything on others because you won't be able to recognize and acknowledge your own errors. "

p/s : should i believe in those words?hmm...:

cheesy DOUBLE happiness!

hot title ha....mcm burger mcd..hehe 

but dats only da menu available in miss wanie's heart only yerps?

huhuhuhu..

juz bleh sharekn ni je...

da igredients in dis menu r:

1. 2 weeks holiday for eid mubarak =)

2. have lots lots lots of time to spend wif da beloved mummy,daddy,sis, n bro...

3. can sleep in my own bedroom wif aircon while hugging my honeyboo..^^

4. have plenty of time too spend wif my dearest boyfie...

*although bukan ari raye, memandangkan beliau busy time raye*

5. cant wait to celebrate my 19th birthday..juz around da corner..

*dis time,my dear n my close fren might come over to my place to celebrate wif me..woah!*

6...7....8....9...10...

lots more actly...

but let da rest be ma secrets...

shhhh!

hihi :)

people a.k.a FRIENDS :)

seriously,i need to meet up with you guys ASAP before i'm goin crazy...haha

i need to meet up with this peeps-syaraffudin,arekim,aten,syafieq,fieqa,kelly,bella and many moree! kinda missing u guyz!!:") 

btw,a big sorry to syaraf a.k.a milo,cause i can't come to ur open house  today.later on dude im pretty sure bout it.haha ;)

tq 4 da memories!;)

Ramadhan kareem had left us 5 days ago...too many feelings fighting inside myself when ramadhan passed by..it keep askin,cukup da ke amalan puase ak??diterime ke puase ak tue oleh-Nya??but i know...no one can ever give da exact answer to dat quest..well...its not us to judge,isn't it...?papepun...semoge kte bertemu lg dgn bulan ramadhan y sungguh mulia n penuh keberkatan ni pd thun2 akn dtg...insyaallah..^^

n now...we're all celebratin syawal..b4 dat..mcm2 ragam manusia y kte dpt tgk..mcm2 gaye persiapan rye utk kli ni..sane sni, mall penuh dgn org ramai..jln jem aje..y bekerja dpt duit gaji+bonus=shopping sakan la jwbnye..hehe..but remember..mcm mne pun..kte kne berigt k..jgn sekali2 membazir...dats what my dear always remind me whenever i wanna spend ma money..huhu

juz like what my fren said..."syawal yg menjelma ni membawa seribu 1 cte n maksud dlm setiap hati mereke y meraiknnye..."..i cant deny dat..n for me...syawal kli ni..cukup bermakna buat ak....:)guess why??dont know??shh..tell u...its a secret ok..dont tell anyone..hahaha

kidding...hehe..well..dis year,sgt3 bermakne utk ak...sbb.....dis is da 2nd time me,celebratin hari rye wif my dear...da best moment was when he n his fam came to my house on da 2nd day of eid...uniknye cte kami2 ni...fam syafieq dtg beraye umah ak kul 11.45 mlm smpaila dkt kul 1 pg...mmg special btulla...haha..n i hope one day,my fam plak y akan ke kluang.insyaallah...o^,^o

laen2 2 lbih kurang je rutinnye mcm tahun2 sebelumnye...but of course...everytime rye...it is da best day ever!mane xnye..dpt jumpe sume sedare mare,kwn2,kenalan...dapat gembire2 maen bunga api,maen mercun sme2..xlupe jgk..dpt duit rye..best kn??hehe..n finally,rye kali ni...soo meaningful to me..sbb aidilfitri kali nie tlh menyambungkan semule tali2 hubungan y sebelum ini da terputus antara ak dan beberapa org y pd hakikatnye...xpnh ak lupekn n jauh sekali ak benci..alhamdulillah..syukur pd tuhan...

n lastly,salam lebaran buat sume sahabat handai n rakan2 y jauh/dekat...ampun maaf utk segale salah silap sepanjang perkenalan kte...moge2 1 hari nnti kte dapat berkumpul n kembali mengeratkan silaturrahim y mkin jauh ni..cik wanie kt cni sntiase doakan kalian sume sentiase sehat n berada di bwh lindungan Allah y maha esa...amin~

hepi eid mubarak :)

Dalam keindahan hati ada ketinggian budi...

Dalam kemiskinan harta ada kekayaan jiwa...

Dalam kelembutan lidah ada juga keterlanjuran kata...

Dalam gurau senda tentu ada khilaf dan dosa...

Tiada kata seindah zikir...

Tiada bulan seindah ramadhan...

Untuk itu,izinkan kedua tapak tangan bertaut memohon maaf..

Untuk lidah yang terlanjur...

Janji yang terabai...

Hati yang berprasangka...

Sikap yang menyakiti...

Dan segala kesilappan yang tidak disedari...

Terdengar takbir syawal tersedu..

Insan bersalam penuh ceria...

Wanie di sini menumpang lalu...

Mengucapkan salam lebaran mulia

"Selamat Hari Raya'

buat kamu2 yang teristimewa....

**sincerely from my small heart...

dedicated to all...especially to my loved ones...=))

touching2! =))

hey fellas!


cant really sleep tonite..maybe too excited to celebrate 'pg rye' esok kot...
or maybe it is also bcoz of da joy...finally,i heard da awaited voice tonite!
after one whole day waited,without knowin what exactly goin on!huh!
well..mlm rye...i bet everyone will be sooooo hepi wif their loved ones...
i cant deny da same thing goes to me..
ptg2 lg da blik umah my granny kt gemencheh,negeri sembilan...gather wif all my relatives...
goin crazy wif cousins..maen mercun,bunga api...manje2 wif my only cute-little-niece..
but somehow still feel a bit sad deep inside...syg i xde!='(
syg...i wish i could be there wif u...tman u selalu...ad selalu utk jge u...
jage mkn minum,pakaian.waktu tido u..but maybe its still not da rite time..
i know i'm not perfect..sometimes i do hurt u..maybe not purposely..but if not..i still cant run from it dear..
but promising u dat i'll learn all of it...learn on how to be a good life partner..a good wife..
so i can take good care of u when da time comes...
i wish for it so so so hard!
hmm...i'll do as what u told me k...
dont ever let ur heart full wif sadness while dat time actually for u to be happy!
i'm glad i have u to cheerish my day dear!
I LOVE U!=))

p/s: da mood goin to blogging suddenly burst tonite..haha

nway...hepi eid mubarak to all muslims...

tomorrow i'm gonna wear my new dress..yeah!^^

tazkirah mlm raye..^^

Sabda nabi : Barangsiapa mengerjakan amal ibadah pada malam raya aidilfitri dengan mengharapkan keredhaan Allah semata-mata,hatinya tidak akan mati pada hari akhirat sebagaimana matinya hati orang-orang kafir ingkar pada hari akhirat.

Renung-renungkanlah wahai teman...

Manusia biase mmg xbleh lari dri melakukan kesilapan...

Tapi manusia biase itu sntiasa diberikan peluang utk menebus kesilapan..

So,jgnla sia2kn setiap peluang y dah diberi di depan mata 2 ok...^^

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI SEMUA!!=))

birthday wishes :)

To Syg's Mom,Auntie Fatimah...

This comes with many loving thoughts & warm wishes…

May ur day be filled wif laughter on dis special day & may da finest things in life always come ur way happy birthday..May u hav all da joy ur heart can hold,all da smiles a day can bring,all da blessings a life can unfold..May u hav Gods best in everything..May all ur dreamz come true..andandand may our relation will last forever..too many?nu-uh…coz there’s lot more I can’t say in words..juz imagine how many of it in my mind n in dis small heart…only me who knows bout it..hehe;))

well…wishin u a veryveryvery happy birthday mak...!=)

she's already 52 years old..but still maintain her beauty...still cute..

i do hope i'll be juz like her when its my time..hehe

to my dear Syafieq...take good care of ur lovely,nice,kind-hearted mom...

i do have 'mama'..n being wif u..i now have 'mak' too..

how great life is... :)

thanx soooo much 4 all...

n to mak,HEPI BURFDAY AGAIN N I WILL ALWAYS LOVE U!

-sincerely from a heart that beats ;))

I WISH TO BE!

more impertubable on my difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes other side of me,ace on my self-confidence, filling myself with courage and more patience facing the obstacles.

please score well and doing well here. o^,^o

redeem back what u lost while u in matriculation level!

dean list please...i want you so badly and madly!=>

no more impetuous thought!

this how im gonna complete my first sem here in UiTM Shah Alam :)  

well...alots need to be completed very very soon..be productive during this sem gal!

p/s:to all,especially my parent,my family,my sygg...

really need ur support in goin through all dis..

excitement!=)

yeah!

im HOMEYYYY! 

thank god.i love this kind of feeling :)

especially da eid is just around da corner...

cant wait to wear my new bju kebaye!

cant wait to go back to village...

cant wait 2 meet my granny,uncles,aunties,cousins...

cant wait to have 'duit rye'!

opss...dont mention my age here...haha

sooooo excited!

no doubt.wuwuwuwu :P

but heyy girl,

still not much to be exciting being here:HOME as you got many things to be read out!

the asignments need to be settle up! subjects need to be revised!

tests and quizzes r waiting!

man,i need to screwed up my head.

wish me luck world =.=

**p/s :let's praying till it comes true :)

=)

i believed in the religion of Islam. i believed in ALLAH and peace though.

may this faith will last longer.insha-ALLAH.

p/s : may the good things win over the bad things in future...baby,do you know,how i want you so badly?praying hard for the coming day!lovin u...^^

insanely crazy!;>

I just want you to know that...

Through out it all....

It's only you....

That stuck by me...

And for that...

I thank you, I love you...

I can't wait to get next to you.

I just can't leave you alone.

Boy you got me doin' things that I would never do,

And I can't stop the way I'm feelin' if I wanted to.

I'm crazy bout the way that you could make me say your name,

And if I couldn't have you I would probably go insane ‘cause…

I can't wait to get next to you.

I just can't leave you alone.

Boy you stay inside my mind, ain't no denyin' that. 

And only you could do them things that got me comin' back.

You gotta be the realest thing that I have ever felt.

And I'll do what I gotta do to keep you to myself ‘cause…

Crazy 'bout the way you make me feel.

I just gotta have you here and I wanna let you know, 

I won't ever let you go. 

i really love that bold world (:
like i got spiritual spirit!hek3

uni life babe!=)

hey fellas!

UiTM's student here.....hehe;)

it had been almost 2 months,studying at UiTM Shah Alam...fyi,never thought dis is what i will go through 4 about 4 years...bcoz,at 1st...been offered into UiTM Arau,Perlis..seriously,cant find da perfect words to describe ma feelings dat time..all i knew,tears never leave my cheeks...haha..n 4 dat,i tried to transfer to da main campus...

n today,here i am....thank god...i remember i got a call from putrajaya,bhagaian kemasukan pelajar ke ipta if i'm not mistaken...dat time,i was packing my stuffs as i'm goin to kluang to meet my boyfie n his fam...well...i'm goin to Arau ok...hehe..it was like,dat would be da last time we met b4 i went to Perlis...but nothing can take us apart..i've got transferred!n dat was da greatest gift ever...i'm soo hepi n soo lucky to be here... ;))

hmm..well,i wanna share throughly on how my life goin on in UiTM Shah Alam...

4 dis 1st sem..i'm staying at Kolej Mawar..it's da best college here as Kolej Mawar had been awarded as da best '5S' college in UiTM Shah Alam..but da worst part is...bcoz of dat,they always find any wrongdoings dat da students do..so dat they can kick us away from dat college for da next sem....

hmm..whatever!haha^-^

oh yea..da best part of staying here is..Kolej Mawar is near to Dataran Cendekia...and everytime i'm going down,i can't stop myself to atleast eat something...but somehow,i'm getting slimmer n slimmer since being here...really!haha...maybe bcoz..everyday,need to go up n down from level 5...uish!

takin' Bsc Managemnt Mathematics,of course put us in Computer Science and Mathematics Faculty...or its old name..Information Technology and Quantitative Science Faculty...well,our fac is at the top of da uitm...now,can u imagine how sick we r to walk to claz every day...;p 

our lovely fac,eventhough sometimes look like 'kilang baja'..hahaha

nway,meet my new roommates from 1A-04-31..;))

syiera...=)

yana...=)

tieka...=)

**i've got such havoc but nice roommates...=>

and meet my new cliques from CS2281A...;))

fieqa..=)

bella...=)

kelly...=)

**these 3 gurlz really make my day...love them much!

oh yea..not to forget..my dear classmates from CS2281A...

our claz members only 17...but still,we hav great time studying together...;))

this is what we did during CSC class...splendidly have fun okay. HAHA :P

 We are friends and I do like to pass the day with you in serious and inconsequential chatter. I wouldn't mind washing up beside you, dusting beside you, reading the back half of the paper while you read the front. We are friends and I would miss you, do miss you and think of you very often :)

So far...clazzes r okay!da schedule 4 dis 1st r not so pack..so,we still can relax2 a bit..but still,i did skipped a few claz...haha...kidding!evhink dats da best thing being in CS2281A...=))en da lecturers r okay too...thank god...they dont give us lots of asgnmnts,not like what other claz do...nway..da subjeccts dat i learn in dis sem,4 BSc Management Mathematics r...

**Introduction to Financial Accounting and Reporting

**Fundamentals of Computer Problem Solving C++

**Islam and Asian Civilization

**Calculus 1

**Linear Algebra 1

**History and Philosophy of Science

one more thing...i'm one of da lucky person here..bcoz i dont have to take part in koku...as i already involved in PLKN...yeah!PLKN Pdg Hijau is da best!!;))

i thinks dats all for now...o^,^o

1 step ahead....=)

guess dat...dis will be da 1st post in ma new blog....never feel da excitement like what i feel rite now...o^,^o

for a beginner...4 sure,i'm not expert in handling dis thing...dat is actly what always stop me from making ma own blog....i admit...i'm too bz...and too lazy to update it....but seeing ma friends,each of them have their own blogs,even da one dat dont hav it b4 also made theirs lately....somehow,it makes me eager to have one as mine too....n finally...i did it....n suprisingly,it wasnt complicated as i thought it was....=)

well...i do love to write actly...but b4 dis,i only write in ma diaries...i start writing since in form3...but only up until last year...i stopped writing about 5 months b4 i finished my study at Johor Matriculation College...diaries used to be part of ma life as i would jot down every single thing dat happened in my life especially da important things dat i want it to be remembered 4 da rest of ma life....at da 1st place,i wrote to express ma feelings..by doing so,i wouldnt be soo boring....or tension...

somehow,days passed...n i became addicted to write...but when i grew up...i realised dat writing isnt da best way to release tension...there r soo many other things dat i can do instead of spending time at late nite,mostly!juz to write in da diaries...n recently,i threw series of ma diaries...i dont wanna remember any of it anymore...eventhough there r many sweet,enjoyable,meaningful moments dat written inside it...but still....not forgetting also da bad one!i hate to remember da bitter,dark part of my life!

n because of dat...i didnt regret for throwing it away...to my boyfie,Mr Syafieq...

i know u upset dear...but forgive me for not giving those diaries to u...or even let u read it once...trust me..its much better if u dont....what u need to know is....no matter what happenned b4 n what will do after dis...nothing can change my feelings towards u dear...

I LOVE U SOO MUCH!!<3

oh yea...b4 i forget...i wanna thanx 2 dearest friends of mine...Fiqah n Kelly for their helps in making ma blog a reality...hahabut surely i still need to explore more bout dis thing n hopefully...i will fall in love wif it!^^