survey on wedding?? =.=

I was tagged by Miss Deyla on dis survey...thanx n enjoy mine! ;)

1. how old are you?
:: 20..almost! ::

2. are you single?
:: how bout taken...??=.= ::

3. at what age do you think you'll get married?
:: 25 atleast... ::

4. do you think you'll be marrying the person you are with now?
:: no more YES or NO for me..i'm his! so, depends on him now.. ::

5. if not, who do you want to marry?
:: to none..i'm done with love..prolly be a gypsy and travel the world.. ::

6. who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?
:: bestman i'll let him choose..bridesmaid will be uhmm..still dont know..i used to have one on list BEFORE.. ::

7. do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
:: all of the obove.. i wish! =) ::
&& not to forget! how about..huge floating decks that can fit 2428 people..floating in the middle of the wedding will be there..starts when the sun is setting..then slowly ends thru the night..with candles floating freely around the deck.....a sports yatch will be waiting not far from there..i'll ask him first bout dis...=.=

8. where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
:: An isolated island,can i??..i'll make him the happiest person in the world being with me only.. ::

9. how many guests do you think you'll invite?
:: 2824 people...thats it..others who cant attend..blame it on the mind and not the heart.. ::

10. will that include your exes?
:: nope..unless they wanna do the cleaning.. ::

11. how many layers of cake do you want?
:: one big cake to cut..for the groom and family..guests we serve cup cakes, but the same taste as my cake.. ::

12. when do you want to get married, morning or evening?
:: like i said...start at sun set..ends slowly thru the night.. ::

13. name the song/tune you'd like to play or sing at your wedding.
:: he just gonna sing specially for him...

14. do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon & fork? knife?
:: fine dining for me and my bride..others..finger food...we in the middle of the calm pollutions wanted.. ::

15. champagne or red wine?
:: none of the above..but fer sure not syrup! ::

16. honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
:: a sports yatch is near by..sneak out without any one realizing..kidding!huhu..days after married will always be my honeymoon...=.= ::

17. money or household items?
:: smiles ::

18. how many kids would you like to have?
:: how many can he handle???? ::

19. will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
:: only my groom will know.. ::

20. whose wedding plan would you like to know next??
:: any one reading...cheers ::


dilemma ~.~

life is about making choice.
if you want one,
you have to let the other one go.
and i am indecisive.
i'm not good in making decision.
i hate choosing. 
so, i choose not to choose.
let everything runs with the flow.
what else do i have to do?
 just sit back, and let time decides everything.
guess dat's da best for now...

p/s : syg2...wait yea..da time will come..=.=

sweet talker am i? =.=

people say i sweet talk too much..
now i'm beginning to wonder..WHEN and to WHO?
the problem is..i never did..i speak the way i speak..

i type the way i type..everything i do..i dont fake it..
when i say i love you..i mean it..
but why people still wanna play games on me..accuse me..

and makin them silly opinions on me?
if you dont know me.. dont speak about me..dont even mention my name..
dont even tell stories about me..
once i get fed up..i'll leave..
i will try to hold my head up high for as long as i could..
but when i cant no more..i'll walk away..
some how some way..its better to walk away then fighting..
i'm a talker person..i dont do fights..

at times i listen to people talk about me..
i wonder whats the resource..
is it facts or just words of manipulation??
i never lie to people..
they just dont understand what i'm trying to deliver..
i'm sick of all this..
of everybody talking shit bout me..
infront they goody-goody..
behind the back..
they worst then da PIGGY..

if you say i'm good..
yeah i'll be glad too..
but it dont mean i'll say the same thing about you..
if i dont like you..
i'll tell it straight to your face..
no offence taken i hope..
i'm just tellin the truth..
i dont fake...
i dont play no GAME



this is me..past present changes in the future...
but most important is... i dont try to be some one i'm not...
accept me if you want to...
if not...turn away && walk.... everyone the same? =)

I read this article the other day that was amazingly written called something along the lines "What Women Want"..or something like not really sure...anyways back to this hubbizel! i decided to speak my mind about what i think on the romance & guys && girls!

When it comes to dating,i personally think that women can't be thrown into one category and all sat that we want the same thing...i know my fare share of girls who love the whole romance things..however,candle light dinners and long walks in the park does not seem all that fun to some...i have never known a girl to say her perfect date was a candle light dinner and a long walk...come on!this is the 21st century people! women,a new kind of species..then what we were back in the 50's compared to now...?well,no offence okay...this is just my opinion,so don't be sooo hatin! ((and yes i said that g to the hetto yo,okay i'll stop now..haha)) yet,girls now-a-day want more then just being treated like this delicate flower...when it comes to me,i want a guy..guy as in someone who is not all into romance and someone who isn't afraid to get dirty a little you know... 

Talking about perfect dates,i would love to just hang out with people order pizza and wings,have some drinks and watch movies...i'm all for going out every now and again..however,not all the time and when we do go out I wanna go somewhere where I can have fun...ehmm..maybe going out for karaoke, playing bowling or rite?yet it still look sweet to me because you can have fun & enjoy yourself together...appreciate every moment you've got there...!never waste even a second of it!i dont want to go out to a dinner where we have to all romantic and that is going to run him about rm500 for a dinner!if that was case,i would prefer the guy cooking some comfort food by ourself & having a candle light dinner at a special or rooftop maybe?haha....
Now ladies,i'm not saying that our guys should not romance...however,just don't expect them to be your girlfriends..they are your partner..that's all i'm saying and guys...dont try and be someone who you are not!i think that goes for everyone! 
All in all..i'm  just saying that if you are into romance,then go for that...but,my idea of romance for your first date is sitting together,side-by-side on a comfy place and eating food already know you and that you can pronounce and spending a ton...just have fun and not try so hard..the most important key tho in any relationship is to talk to one another and see what they wanna do! cheers! =.=

p/s : i am so looking forward to my next date! 
wait for me dear! 
mood: full in lurve! =))

showing your love...

What else you guyz waiting for...say the love-words to your partner now...! :)

Arabic ----------------------------------
Ana Behibak (To A Male)
Arabic ----------------------------------
Ana Behibek (To A Female)
Assamese -------------------------------
Moi Tomak Bhal Pau
Bengali ----------------------------------
Ami Tomay Bhalo bashi
Bolivian ---------------------------------
Quechua Qanta Munani
Bulgarian --------------------------------
Obicham Te
Burmese --------------------------------
Chit Pa De
Cambodian ------------------------------
Bon Sro Lanh Oon
Canadian --------------------------------
Catalan ----------------------------------
T'estim Molt (I Love You A Lot)
Cebuano --------------------------------
Gihigugma Ko Ikaw.
Chinese ---------------------------------
Wo Ai Ni
Corsican --------------------------------
Ti Tengu Cara (To Female)
Corsican ---------------------------------
Ti Tengu Caru (To Male)
Croatian ---------------------------------
Ljubim Te
Czech -----------------------------------
Miluji Te
Danish ----------------------------------
Jeg Elsker Dig
Dutch -----------------------------------
Ik Hou Van Jou
Ecuador ---------------------------------
Quechua Canda Munani
Esperanto -------------------------------
Mi Amas Vin
Estonian --------------------------------
Mina Armastan Sind
Farsi ------------------------------------
Tora Dust Midaram
Farsi (Persian) --------------------------
Doostat Daram
Filipino ----------------------------------
Mahal Kita
Finnish ----------------------------------
Mina" Rakastan Sinua
Flemish ---------------------------------
Ik Zie Oe Geerne
French ----------------------------------
Je T'aime
German ---------------------------------
Ich Liebe Dich
Greek -----------------------------------
S' Agapo
Gujarati ---------------------------------
Hoon Tane Pyar Karoo chhoon
Hebrew ---------------------------------
Ani Ohev Otach (to Female)
Hebrew ---------------------------------
Ani Ohevet Otcha (to Male)
Hindi ------------------------------------
Mai tumse Pyar karta hoon (to Female)
Hindi ------------------------------------
Mai tumse Pyar karti hoon (to Male)
Hungarian -------------------------------
Icelandic --------------------------------
Eg Elska Thig
Indonesian ------------------------------
Saya Kasih Saudari
Irish ------------------------------------
Taim I' Ngra Leat
Italian ----------------------------------
Ti Amo (Relationship/Lover/Spouse)
Japanese --------------------------------
Kimi O Ai Shiteru
Kannada --------------------------------
Naanu Ninnanu Preethisuthene
Kiswahili --------------------------------
Korean ----------------------------------
Tangsinul Sarang Ha Yo
Latin ------------------------------------
Te Amo
Latvian ---------------------------------
Ess Milu Tevi
Lisbon ----------------------------------
Gramo-Te Bue', Chavalinha
Lithuanian ------------------------------
Tave Myliu (Ta-Ve Mee-Lyu)
Macedonian -----------------------------
Sakam Te!
Malay/Indonesian ----------------------
Aku Sayang Enkow
Malayalam ------------------------------
Njyaan Ninne' Preetikyunnu
Marathi ---------------------------------
Me Tujhashi Prem Karto (to Female)
Marathi ---------------------------------
Me Tujhashi Prem Karte (to Male)
Norwegian ------------------------------
Jeg Elsker Deg (Yai Elske Dai)
Persian ----------------------------------
Tora Dost Daram
Polish -----------------------------------
Kocham Cie
Portuguese (Brazilian) -------------------
Eu Te Amo
Punjabi ----------------------------------
Mai Taunu Pyar Karda
Romanian -------------------------------
Te Iu Besc
Russian ---------------------------------
Ya Vas Liubliu
Serbian ---------------------------------
Lubim Te
Serbo-Croatian --------------------------
Volim Te
Sinhalese --------------------------------
Mama Oyata Adarei
Slovak ----------------------------------
Lubim Ta
Spanish ---------------------------------
Te Quiero
Sri Lankan ------------------------------
Mama Oyata Arderyi
Swahili ----------------------------------
Naku Penda (the person's name follows)
Swedish ---------------------------------
Jag A'Lskar Dig
Swiss-German --------------------------
Ch'ha Di Ga"Rn
Syrian/Lebanese ------------------------
Bhebbek (to Female)
Syrian/Lebanese ------------------------
Bhebbak (to Male)
Tamil -----------------------------------
Nan Unnai Kaathalikkiren
Telugu ----------------------------------
Neenu Ninnu Pra'mistu'nnanu
Thai -------------------------------------
Ch'an Rak Khun
Tunisian --------------------------------
Ha Eh Bak
Turkish ---------------------------------
Seni Seviyo*Rum (* means O)
Ukrainian -------------------------------
Ja Tebe Kokhaju (true love)
Urdu ------------------------------------
Mujhe Tumse Mohabbat Hai
Vietnamese -----------------------------
Em Ye'U Anh (to Man)
Vietnamese -----------------------------
Anh Ye'U Em (to Woman)
Vulcan ----------------------------------
Wani Ra Yana Ro Aisha
Welsh -----------------------------------
Rwy'n Dy Garu Di
Yugoslavian -----------------------------
Ya Te Volim
Zulu -------------------------------------
Interlingua ------------------------------
Io te ama

p/s : I LOVE U!!! =))

together is wonderful place to be! ~,~

all i have is this picture in a frame,
that i hold close to see your face every day.. 
and the days feel like hours,
now the hours feel like minutes,
soon, you'll be far away from me..
can you hear me crying??
while you're away,
i know right now you can't be home,
but you're coming home soon.. yess i know that.. 
with you is where i'd rather be,
but we're stuck where we are,
and it's so hard, you're so far,
this long distance is killing me,
but i wish that you would be here..
i really really really need you be by my side right now...


I hate that feeling. The feeling when you’re sad but you have no idea why. You just are. And in your mind, you’re thinking of all the bad things in your life and apply it to your emotions, making you even more sad. Then people ask you what’s wrong and you have nothing to say. You end up sitting there, quiet, while it seems as if everyone, but you, is happy.

i dont know...

i dun know whats going on here.. you and me always fight over something..but actually its just a small thing but why wanna make it as a big one?? stop playing around with me please... and i know your eyes and your mouth are saying two different things.. i know you dun wanna do that but still you wanna do it.. you have your own reason why you do that... and i have mine too.. so its okayh then.. and i want you to respect me for who i am.. i am not a toy to play with.. i have a feeling like you and others. kayh, enough said.. cheers ~.~