in our daily life

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time goes by so fast.. people go in and out of your life.. you must never miss the opportunity to tell these people how much they mean to you 


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happy birthday darling! =.=

burfday boy! he's a man now..:)

Guess what!!!
It’s your birthday today!!
So what I have to say?
Is happy happy birthday!!!!!=)
I hope I can make your dreams come true!
But. Part of me says I already do.
My dreams have come true
That dream is filled with you
Filled with love and happiness
But, mostly you!!!
What can I say
I love you
Knowing you love me to
I try to find the courage to say I love you.
Yet it seems, when I’m near you..
When I’m near you..
I seem to not know what to say.
It’s overwhelming. Knowing that you?re mine
All mine. Not another girl can have you.
You’re the only one I need
When I dream I dream of you
Dreaming someday I’ll be with you
Now that I have you..
All I can dream is?
Dream you will be mine forever.
All I can say is I love you!!!
I love you!! <3





If we lit a birthday candle, not for every year..but for every kind words you've spoken..every caring deed you've done,every single life you've touched...am sure..the room will be filled with radiant glows...=.=
&& you've certainly hav touched my life and my heart, dear..so,am taking this oppurtunity to show my deepest thoughts and feelings for you, the person i love...today is your day,the day that god had sent you to meet me...someday is the day i will celebrate and you to cherish it...lastly,may all your dreams come true, && when they'd do...i'd be wit you syg! 


MUHAMMAD SYAFIQ MOHD SALLEH, I LOVE YOU!! =.= 



    tolong maafkan aku :)

    Tolong maafkan aku jika ada salah. Tolong maafkan aku jika ada yang terasa. Tolong maafkan aku jika ada yang terluka. Kerana aku hanya manusia biasa. Aku tahu itu. Aku sedar itu.

    Tolong maafkan aku jika ada yang terasa bila ku tegur. Tolong maafkan aku jika ada yang terluka pada baris ayat. Tolong maafkan aku jika ada yang benci pada ulah kata. Kerana aku hanya. Menyampaikan kebenarannya. Tanpa aku sedar bahawa. Bahasaku melukakannya.

    Tolong maafkan aku jika kamu kecewa dengan ku. Tolong maafkan aku jika kamu marah pada ku. Tolong maafkan aku jika aku menyakitkan kamu. Kerana aku kadang-kadang alpa. Pada susun kata yang ku tera. 

    Tolong maafkan aku jika ada yang kecil hati bila aku tidak membalas kembali jejak kehadiran. Tolong maafkan aku jika ada yang benci bila aku tidak mengikutmu seperti mana kamu hendakkan. Kerana aku hanya ingin kamu tahu. Aku tidak mahu kamu menjadi teman seperguruanku hanya jika kamu mahu aku mengikutmu kembali.

    Tolong fahami aku, aku tidak pernah memaksa kamu. Jika tidak suka aku. Jangan pernah datang ke mari. Kerana aku tidak mahu kamu terluka lagi. Pada baris ayat yang aku tera, bait kata yang aku gubah. Tersirat isi-isi. Supaya kamu akan mengerti. Bahawa tiada sesiapapun yang ingin ku sakiti. Hanya mahu kamu sedar sendiri.

    Tolong kenali aku sebelum kamu mahu berkata tentangku. Kerana segala isi hati, ku luahkan di sini. Tempatku bermain kata. Tempatku bersuara. Tempatku mengadu segala. Tempatku menangis hiba. Dan tempatku yang sebenarnya.

    Tolong fahami aku kerana aku mahu kerana aku tidak bikin ini semua tanpa tujuan. Aku tidak lakukan ini semua tanpa arah. Aku tidak laksanakan ini semua tanpa amanah. Kerana aku mahu kalian menikmati. Segala yang ku saji. Pada lewat ketik jemari. Isi hati yang kalian sendiri miliki.

    Tolong maafkan aku tapi tolong juga fahami aku.

    bestest friend =.=

    i really3 like dis pic,did i ever told u b4 syaraf?? :)

    MUHAMMAD SYARAFUDDIN.... 
    When I cry you help me out
    When I'm happy you hear me shout
    When I grin you know I'm really mad
    because you are my best friend
    You can tell when I'm sad
    You're there in thick and thin
    You're my best friend
    You hear me out when I want to talk
    You help me out when I get mad
    You are the bestest friend I've ever had
    So hear me out when I say
    You're the light in my day
    You are the moon in my night
    You shine very bright
    You are the bestest friend I have
    and I miss you..i really do..


    it's been a few months we dont see each other..n i have to admit dat,i do miss u..n i know u have da same feeling too..i know u read dis syaraf...
    i'm sorry as its me who limit our communication without explanation..its me who rarely spend my time for u lately..its me who dont ever ask about ur life recently..n am so sorry if it look like i'm da one who fool around and playing wif our feelings...i really2 dont have any intend to do dat...i always remember u ok...u have to know dat...
    next week will be our mid-sem holiday..sorry coz i cant meet u by dat time..later on k dude..i promise..:D
    nway..thnx for da last meaningful talks n chat...am glad to have a bestfriend like u...<3

    me, myself && i









    i dont wanna be like them, all hair and 
    make up and short skirts, and all that, 
    well, perfectness..
    i dont want all the boys drooling over me.. 
    i dont want any of that..
    i just wanna be me.. 
    im true to myself and thats all that matters.. 
    if guys like me for who I am,

     well then thats great... 
    i know i've succeeded.. (^.^)

    answer it, juz for fun...(^.^)


    ~What if?~

    ● I died:

    ● I hugged you:

    ● I fell:

    ● I lived next door to you:

    ● I showed up at your house unexpectedly:

    ● I stole something:

    ● I was murdered:

    ● I cried:

    ● I asked you to marry me:

    ● I was hospitalized:



    ~Would you~
    ● Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?

    ● Keep a secret if I told you one?

    ● Hold my hand?

    ● Study with me?

    ● Cook for me?

    ● Love me?

    ● Punch me in the face?



    ~More ~

    ● When and how did we meet?

    ● Describe me in three words.

    ● What was your first impression of me?

    ● What do you think of me now?

    ● What reminds you of me?

    ● Could you see us as worst enemies?

    ● When's the last time you saw me?

    ● Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?


    * answer me, please..
    *just for fun, no other intention. :P

    blank is sisterhood wif blur!

    ~only god can understand my plight~


    hmm...what should i write?
    should it be a poem or rhyme?
    or just a simple story?
    or maybe testimony..
    a lullaby prolly????



    my mind's not workin..
    as i'm tired but still thinkin..
    smilin on the out side..but deep inside i'm bruisin..
    people..they only see the trouble..
    they never see the struggle..
    give me a chance..
    get to know me..
    teach me..
    come on..even a rose can grow out of concrete 
    if watered and given a chance..
    9 out of ten..
    prolly you'll like me too...

    missing u....

    when im not there... do you think of me?? when you're sad and something's bothering you... do you wish i were there to help comfort you?? when you've had a long hard day... do you smile knowing that soon you'll be seeing me, and everything will seem better, even if it's just for a moment?? when you lay down at night... do you look back and cherish the new memories you've made with me?? and when you get up in the morning, does everything inside of you smile, knowing that this will be another day that we'll be together?? because that's how I think of you... (^.^) hugs..n lovelovelove..

    why it always there when we dont what it to be there....???

    problems ouh problems..

    they cant get out from our lives right??
    too much risks and bla bla bla.. 
    just that we wanna face them or not.. 
    hmm, i just dun know..
    this lately theres alot of things that happen to me.. 
    but i know, i have to be patient no matter what.. 
    yea, i know..
    and everything happens for reasons.. 
    and at the same time, that makes me feel strong to face all these things.. maybe?? 
    and when i feel down, i'll do something that can cheer me up.. ^.^ 
    sometimes, theres a smile on my face even i dun know why its there.. 
    hahahaa..
    but i'll put it on to satisfy all the people and myself.. (:
    hee..

    p/s : i may not look that strong, but dun piss me off..
    you wont know what hit you.. ^.^

    specially for couples out there...=.=

    To couples :
    You're not gonna promise
    to each other that you will 
    not disappoint one another,
    because at some point you 
    will. What is important is you
    don't go away, you don't 
    escape, you don't leave one
    another just because you were
    disappointed.

    That's the meaning of 
    fidelity. 
     =)

    loveLOVEloveLOVElove



    I loved you then, 
    And I love you still, 
    I adore you now,
    And I always will..
    <3

    sebelasJANUARIDUARIBUsebelas =)

    HAPPY-TWO-YEARS-ANNIVERSARY




    Sebelas Januari Bertemu
    Menjalani Kisah Cinta Ini
    Naluri Berkata Engkaulah Milikku
    Bahagia Selalu Dimiliki
    Bertahun Menjalani Bersamamu
    Kunyatakan bahwa Engkaulah jiwaku

    Akulah Penjagamu
    Akulah Pelindungmu
    Akulah Pendampingmu
    Di setiap langkah-langkahmu
    Pernahku Menyakiti Hatimu
    Pernah kau melupakan janji ini
    Semua Karena kita ini manusia

    Akulah Penjagamu
    Akulah Pelindungmu
    Akulah Pendampingmu
    Di setiap langkah-langkahmu
    Kau bawa diriku
    Kedalam hidupmu
    Kau basuh diriku
    Dengan rasa sayang
    Senyummu juga sedihmu adalah hidupku
    Kau sentuh cintaku dengan lembut
    Dengan sejuta warna....


    ~credited to gg for such a perfect song for our love story~


    =)

    new year is a chance for a beginning....

    New years are a chance for a beginning
    Even when there hasn't been an end. 
    Wheels turn in an interminable bend, 
    Yet, marked in one spot, seem to wobble spinning. 
    Each year we hope to do a little better
    Although we know that really nothing's changed. 
    Reason thinks that everything's arranged, 
    So we must dream if we would fate unfetter.
    =)

    it's a new year :D

    2011...i will open a new book...its pages are blank..n am goin to put some words on them by myself..dis book is called Oppurtunity n its first chapter is New Years's Day..2010..i left dat year wif a smile..will never forget what had happened through dat happening yet meaningful year..n now..am goin to make my move to da mysterious 2011...guess what will happen through dis year??neither of us can predict it...all i can do is just hoping for a better sedentary life...no more,no less..just pray to him..hope dat he will give me strength to stand by my own..wish my luck will never fade...year's end is neither an end nor a beginning but a goin on, wif all the wisdon dat experience can instill in us...=.=


    O Thou whose glory fills the heavens,
    Whose bounty clothes the earth,
    To Thee a poem of thanks we raise
    For blessings from our birth.

    For that untiring love Thou dost,
    From day to day renew,
    O may it on our hearts descend
    Like heaven-distilled dew.

    For mercy great, unending still,
    Which gave up to the grave
    Thine only Son, the Sinless One,
    Our sinful souls to save.

    While entering on another year
    Our cares on Thee we cast,
    Beseeching aid in days to come
    Which cheered us through the past.

    That still the freedom may be ours
    To kneel down in Thy sight,
    And worship Thee at shut of day,
    And in the morning light.

    That from temptation's fatal paths
    Thou turn our steps away;
    And keep us from unholy thoughts
    That lead the mind astray.

    No more may lust of worldly wealth
    Command thoughts that are thine;
    Nor may we envy other's lot,
    Or at our own repine.

    Than all the riches earth can boast
    Or gems beneath the sea,
    We know the pious, humble heart,
    More precious is to Thee.

    How needful, then, to train our thoughts,
    And fan the heavenly flame
    Of faith, in the believing heart,
    Triumphing o'er sin and shame

    And holding by the Word, thou hast
    For grace and guidance given,
    Pass trough this world in holy fear,
    True candidates for heaven.

    Charles Moir 

    =))