1 step ahead....=)

guess dat...dis will be da 1st post in ma new blog....never feel da excitement like what i feel rite now...o^,^o

for a beginner...4 sure,i'm not expert in handling dis thing...dat is actly what always stop me from making ma own blog....i admit...i'm too bz...and too lazy to update it....but seeing ma friends,each of them have their own blogs,even da one dat dont hav it b4 also made theirs lately....somehow,it makes me eager to have one as mine too....n finally...i did it....n suprisingly,it wasnt complicated as i thought it was....=)

well...i do love to write actly...but b4 dis,i only write in ma diaries...i start writing since in form3...but only up until last year...i stopped writing about 5 months b4 i finished my study at Johor Matriculation College...diaries used to be part of ma life as i would jot down every single thing dat happened in my life especially da important things dat i want it to be remembered 4 da rest of ma life....at da 1st place,i wrote to express ma feelings..by doing so,i wouldnt be soo boring....or tension...

somehow,days passed...n i became addicted to write...but when i grew up...i realised dat writing isnt da best way to release tension...there r soo many other things dat i can do instead of spending time at late nite,mostly!juz to write in da diaries...n recently,i threw series of ma diaries...i dont wanna remember any of it anymore...eventhough there r many sweet,enjoyable,meaningful moments dat written inside it...but still....not forgetting also da bad one!i hate to remember da bitter,dark part of my life!

n because of dat...i didnt regret for throwing it away...to my boyfie,Mr Syafieq...

i know u upset dear...but forgive me for not giving those diaries to u...or even let u read it once...trust me..its much better if u dont....what u need to know is....no matter what happenned b4 n what will do after dis...nothing can change my feelings towards u dear...

I LOVE U SOO MUCH!!<3

oh yea...b4 i forget...i wanna thanx 2 dearest friends of mine...Fiqah n Kelly for their helps in making ma blog a reality...hahabut surely i still need to explore more bout dis thing n hopefully...i will fall in love wif it!^^